..and i'm Blank..

Blank..is how i describe my current state of mind. Even as i get down to open this 'blog' called thing, i've been constantly brushing my brains to think of some sane stuff to be shared here (i understand most of what i write is insane).

Not that this is a first time with the attack of the 'BLANK', these blank phases were a regular during examinations, can't really remember a time when i was NOT blank during exams. At times, it took me more than a few seconds to remember my own name.

Crazy as it may sound, but yeah, I've been victimized by the 'BLANK' a little too much in my life. It would attack me in college suddenly during a class, to the extent that i would fail to respond to the fact that i existed.

Don't know if I am wrong here (I'm trying to be a little modest here, coz i am always right), Its a feeling which holds your thoughts, pauses all of them, and for those few seconds, there is a new world around you. A new one, with only you, others seem to be in the background. You get captivated by your own self, within yourself, like a self lock down. You are in a 'No thought' world, coz for once there's no focus to your thoughts, no direction to your mind.

"..the mind stands still..it freeds myself from my own thoughts..like theres nothing ahead, nothing left behind, all is in the present, to live the moment ..that moment in the calms of my mind, which knows no u..no me..only itself.."