The Unchristened Me.

I was born.. I was a daughter..
I grew up.. I was a sister..
I was christened!

I was a mate, I was a friend,
I was christened!

I was a lover, I was the love,
I was christened!

I had a name, I had a relation!
And all through, that was Me!

My feelings had a name, before they came!
My relations were christened with a name before me!

A part of me reaches out..
A part of me makes ties!

My ties are seamless, stronger than the wind!
My ties are a part of me!

My ties are born each moment, with each step i take!

My ties grow with me, grow into me,
My ties make me, shake me, break me!

My ties hold on, My ties hold on to me!
My ties were not born, they were formed with me!

My ties know no identity, my ties know no name!
My ties know no destination, they are a journey i take!

Some ties grow namelessly, some ties are better left hanging!
Some ties don't christen me!

That is, the Unchristened me!

Find me thru!

Its a hazy sight.. Like a foggy winter morning.. When u feel u see beyond..but wat u see is only an endless haze.. Its when the world warned u of goin forward.. But u thought u knew! u thought u knew how to make your way forward..but u lost track..wat looked like an adventure turns out to be a turmoil..keep strong.. Have faith.. But dont loose the inner voice which guides u.. For that is the real u!!

My Mindless heart n the Heartless Mind

In a space where the mind is wandering..u fight between the mindless heart and heartless mind..give me the wish.. fr i wil fight the universe to get it. N when the universe itself seems so dark.. When the wish itself seems the nite.. When all that you had build begins to crumble.. When ur castle of strength turns out to be a castle of sand. When no sunshine is bright enough.. And ur wish seems too far from reality. When each moment u lived seems like an illusion.. .. But this time, fight with all your might! Gather what was scattered, and join all broken ties. Dont give up! For u always have..but this time..You shall succeed, for the will in your heart, It shall be Yours!!

And the best chances are yet to be taken..!

The only worry is the day ahead.. the only thought is the moment right now
the best moment is still rains around me..

Seek freedom from all thoughts..
cutting all strings attached.. flying away with the wind !
each destination new is an adventure.. and each smile is worth itself..

Starry sky are still my roof..
silence of the night is still aloof..

To the shinning sun and the brightest moon
from the darkest night

To the to highest mountain and the deepest sea
from the roads unknown

To the rain and the silver sky
to the laughter and the smiles

To being the One
From just Someone !!

Welcome to the New Life !

A step ahead..or two behind

Its a maze.. the deeper you go inside, the tougher it is to come out..
the more you think about it, farther it goes.

with one step ahead..where you go two steps behind
where you find pillars of strengths.. in the weakest of times..

where every man is a story in himself..
the epic called life..is what he sells..

winds are changing, from chilly to cold.
all that used to be glamorous is not fancy anymore.

the mind is silent, no longer bold..
eyes are blinking, not a tear to hold.

When each breadth taken makes u old..
and each step taken has a story to unfold.

with every step, there is a choice to make..
and with each choice, a life to take.

When Each smile ends in a wry..
And every thought can make you cry..

A second thought to every thought..
A battle of words and thoughts each moment you fought.

where faith is greater than the sky above
and all we pay for is the cost of love..

You lonely, not alone..
You're tired, not surrendered,

you try and try, but, sometimes in life
Stop Trying, And You Will Succeed !!!

To be or not be be..

To be or not be be..

i choose to be..at times not to be..
life has shown me a situation which i never thought i'd face..i am in a state where i am smiling only to keep peace..to please.. for others..

my feelings have been lost..suppressed..have subsided..but not evaporated..
i still have that one ray of hope left deep inside..which may put things right again..
i miss old times..old days..
i miss the special presence i had in ur life..the special bond we shared..the special talks..walks..smiles..all of it..
i miss the bond..the ties..the confidence i had in ur presence in my life..

its like a void u make each day..
i shy away from looking at u..coz each look says more than ur words..

i wonder if actions at times speak more than words..actions speak the language of the heart..words are an expression of the mind..
ur each action drew be to a point..return from where is far from easy..

maybe i was living in a world of illusions..
choosing to see only what i liked..choosing to believe only wat i wanted to..

but dnt say no..ur actions led me to this..
i didnt want to fall for u..u made me a captive..

i wonder iof each action of urs..was ment to be or was just a momentry response..

i failed myself..i thgought i was stronger..

m trying..to be falling..i fail to..
i wish to fall in comnplatetely or fall out totwally..this mid way presence is not the best of places..

lets put things toghether once again..
i promise u a life with no pain..
lets give it a chance
coz i do..i really do..wanna be with u !

Ure the one i need !

uve bin like the summer breeze....
uve bin like sunshine in the dark.. like a shadow in the sun.. uve bin perfect..

it hurts to part..hurts to see u go..
from wat we have to wat we cud have had..
from how gud it was to how gud it cudve bin..
uve bin all i wanted..

there's nt bin another like u..ever..
uve touched me deep inside.. nt jst in the heart..but soul too..
uve bin a part of my day frm the start to the end..
from thoughts to actions.. to emotions..

ur presence just makes each moment complete..
ure smile mkaes my heart still skip a beat..
if this is a dream..i choose to sleep..
uve bin the only one for me to be !!


i hate to see u go..
i wanna hold u bk..
but as they say..holing back will nt stop.. wat has to stay..will never need to be held back.. !!