Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Part II...

i have a blank mind..not because i am not thinking..maybe coz m thinking a bit too much....i have thoughts..feelings..emotions to share..but no words to express it..
i understand my thoughts..but fail to conclude wat they mean..
i am happy .. i smile..but there still remains a part of me..which takes me 2 steps away from my own self..i question life.."wat exactly are u".." a thought..a journey..an experience..or a teacher."..its says " i am the reflection of your own thinking" "i come out of wat u think..u make me with ur own thoughts..u cannot defeat me..win over me or fight me.. for i will be how u want me to be.."

Friday, May 21, 2010

for u..

I am not giving up,
I have already given in..
I am not moving out,
But I am falling in.

Your voice makes my heart skip a beat.
You presence makes me feel complete

Your smile makes my day ,
Your one glance can take my sorrows away.

You make the world look brighter to me,
with each day better than what it could be.


Each day i pray, for you to stay, each wish of mine has you in it..
each step i take brings me closer to u..

its feels like i own the world, with you beside me,
come back soon, you're the one i need.

Friday, May 7, 2010

I'll be there for you...

I'll save you from the sun
and bring you to rain,
I'll smile through my tears,
for you to feel no pain.

I'll be your sunshine, in days of darkness,
I'll be your strength, in times of weakness,

In times of loneliness, I'll be there to hold your hand tight,
I'll take you from the dark and bring you to light.
I'll make you smile when you feel low,
You ask for less, I'll give you more.


I'll be the warmth, all though the days of grey.
I'll be that someone, who never lets you go away.

I'll walk with you, not behind you, for all the times.
I'll be with you for life, till the sun shines.

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Drizzle

You're not the shower of the rain, which makes me alive..
You're not the big rain drop, to color me new..
No..You're not...
You're a drizzle...
A drizzle that keeps falling on me not just for now...
But forever..
A drizzle to make me go all the while....
You're not momentary...
You're for the moments which make up my Life time.

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

A wish

Its straight from my heart..to you, the one up above,
grant me this one wish today,
for i want it to be this way,
just for this day, because there has been a lot that i have had to say..

Grant it like it was always mine..
hear me out this one more time..
for this can make me smile much more
for its like making the sea reaching the shore..

Its a wish that i wish to be granted,
the thoughts still keep me enchanted,
it is life that i would be blessed with again,
its a life where i see no pain.

My wants are becoming needs to me
i wonder if this is how it should be...
i ask you, i beg you...for..you are the only one who can see
you are the only one..grant my wish..i plead..
you are the only one who can bring life back to me

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

YOU

I didn't see you come, but i have to see you go..
I didn't let u in..but i could feel u grow..

you didn't make no promises to me..
but i just thought this is how life would be..

I didn't know i'd be stepping in quicksand..till the time i was sinking..
And i saw it all fading the moment i started blinking..


Your words strengthened me in every way..
But I am yet so weak to face this day..
you kept me sheltered..you set me free..
You made the world so perfect to me..
and i sit wondering without you, how am i gonna be..
You're not just a friend, but a companion, you're my own existence to me..

Thursday, January 28, 2010

All you need is you

All you need is..patience...life gives you everything, if not now, later, not when you want it...but when you need it..it makes you strive for it, fight for it..cry for it..and finally smile with it…all you need to know is what you’re fighting for is worth you..worth your efforts..worth the thoughts you spend on it..worth the time.

There is never a no..its always a not now. Everything comes with time..we as humans rush...with our thoughts, our actions, our words..

If you want something, make yourself really want it...with all your heart..focus urself to it..and u shall get it..for everything that u ask for from the heart..is always granted. Gather the strength ..to wait for it..hold urself through a time wen you are just about to give up..face it..pass it..n there u shall see the light..at the end of the tunnel…

Believe in thyself..and you shall get it..life is much simpler than what we make out of it..it’s a straight road..we just hit the wrong turnings..is all yours..u just need to wait for it to come..

"..what you are waiting for with all your heart..it has to be something spectacular..to make the wait worth the treasure that u’d get..for there is a day after every dark night.."

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

For the Bitter Sweetness called Life

For the times when every right seems to have paused, and the wrongs seem to hover your mind, the times wen u just sit wondering if what you thought was right is right at all..and u play in the world of illusions..mesmerized by your own thoughts..and the world around you..you seek freedom..freedom from all bindings of the mind..but the mind refuses to set you free..to let you be..it constantly accompanies you..you need more sun..more warmth..to take you back to the times..when the you controlled your mind..and not the mind controlling you..

Your thoughts can be your biggest strength..and your biggest weakness too..coz they know no boundaries..shielded by the Armour of your mind..they fight you every second..

At times you just give in..give in into the moment which seems right..n you speak your mind..but wat if the mind refuses to talk now..its left you stranded here..it plays games..competing with you..and yet in the end..what wins is a part of you..


"..its never how you thought it should be, its always how you never thought it would be.."

n this is the bitter sweetness of life..